Xea

Hyia!, Im Xea, auti transgirl, born early 2000s in Berlin.

Feel free to chat me up! <3, just don't be a meanie.

Special Interests

Complications

Complication Cause
Anaphylaxis
  • Intravenous Contaminant
Serotonin syndrome
Stimulant psychosis
Transient ischemic attack

Route of Administration Ranklist

Route of Administration Paraphernalia Site
Intravenous
  • insulin syringe
  • 1ml luer
  • 5ml/10ml butterfly needle
  • Cephalic
  • Median cubital
  • Femoral
  • Dorsal metacarpal
  • Small saphenous
  • Dorsal venous arch
  • Great saphenous
Inhaled
  • Metered-dose Inhaler
  • Vaporizer
  • Oil pipe
  • Foily
  • Volatile Fumes
  • Combusted
  • Mouth
Subcutanous
  • Injector pen
  • 0.3ml Syringe
  • 1ml Syringe
  • Stomach
  • side of thigh
  • upper arm
Intrarectal
  • 1ml Syringe
  • Suppository
  • Rectum
Intramuscular
  • 1ml Syringe
  • Injector pen
  • Deltoid
  • Vastus lateralis
  • Vastus intermedius
Intranasal
  • Powder
  • Spray
Transdermal
  • Patch
  • Gel
  • upper arm
  • stomach
Oral
  • Capsule
  • Solution
  • Tablet
  • Powder
  • Mouth

Substance Matrix
Salbutamol 4-Bromo-2,5-dimethoxyphenethylamine Amphetamine Dextroamphetamine Dextromethamphetamine 3-Fluoroethamphetamine 4-Fluoromethamphetamine Pseudoephedrine Methylenedioxymethamphetamine
Lisdexamfetamine Orthophedrone Metaphedrone Flophedrone Bupropion Mephedrone 4-Methylbuphedrone 4-Methylpentedrone N-Ethyl-Nor-Pentedrone
N-Ethyl-Nor-Heptedrone A-D2PV 5-dbfpv MDPHiP MDPHP Methylphenidate Ethylphenidate Cocaine L-Tyrosine
N-Acetyl-L-tyrosine Ibuprofen Acetylsalicylic acid Paracetamol Amisulpride Dimethyltryptamine Melatonin L-Tryptophan 5-Hydroxytryptophan
Diphenhydramine Modafinil Cetirizine Fluoxetine Loperamide Estradiol Estradiol valerate Estradiol cypionate Estradiol enantate
Estradiol undecylate Finasteride Dutasteride Cyproterone acetate Beclometasone dipropionate Bromazepam Diazepam Lorazepam Alprazolam
Mitragynine Dextromethorphan Oxycodone 6-Monoacetylmorphine Diamorphine Promethazine Mirtazapine Quetiapine Omberacetam
Nicotine Minoxidil Deschloroketamine Ketamine 3-Me-PCPy Sertraline Aripiprazole Domperidone Bilastine
Zolpidem Cannabidiol Tetrahydrocannabinol Pregabalin L-Theanine N-Acetylcysteine Caffeine Temgicoluril Pyridoxine
Phenol Isopropanol Ethanol

Substance Ranklist

Hormone Medication

Compound Structure Notes
Estradiol Undecylate ❤ Estradiol undecylate prodrug ester of life saving hormone; produces stable levels with no crashes when injected monthly
Estradiol Enantate Estradiol enantate prodrug ester of life saving hormone; minor crashes when injected weekly; discomfort when injected every 4 days
Estradiol Cypionate Estradiol cypionate prodrug ester of life saving hormone; crashes when injected weekly
Estradiol Valerate Estradiol valerate prodrug ester of life saving hormone; crashes when injected weekly
Estradiol estradiol life saving hormone; caused figure changes, breast growth, body hair reduction, skin smoothing and minor emotional enhancements
Dutasteride ❤ Dutasteride significantly reduced hairloss; no side effects; very long halflife
Cyproterone acetate Cyproterone acetate helpful when estradiol levels drop below monotherapy levels; no side effects noticed so far
Beclometasone dipropionate Beclometasone dipropionate might slightly have helped respiratory issues
Melatonin Melatonin barely effective sleeping aid; potencially improves quality of sleep
Finasteride X Finasteride coincided significant suicidal thoughts; very short halflife; stopped treatment after a month

Entactogens

Compound Structure Notes
Methylenedioxymethamphetamine ❤ MDMA my favorite psychoactive substance; helped fix several friendships; allowed me to reprocess some traumatic events; will turn anybody into a cuddle-machine; do not intravenously inject, will drain serotonin immediately, gave me serotonin syndrome
Cocaine Cocaine quite stimulating; quite euphoric; heavy cardiovascular side effects; very short duration; surprisingly entactogenic
3,4-Methylenedioxy-alpha-Pyrrolidinoisohexanophenone MDPHiP quite stimulating; quite euphoric; quite entactogenic; heavy cardiovascular side effects; moderate duration insufflated
Mephedrone Mephedrone cat-piss odor; lighly entactogenic; quite stimulating; medium dosing requirements
Metaphedrone Metaphedrone lighly entactogenic; quite stimulating; clean but short-acting euphoria; intensely addictive(made me feel as if this feeling would be the purpose of the rest of my life); high dosing requirements; memory disruption; corrosive
Orthophedrone Orthophedrone lighly entactogenic; increadibly stimulating; extreamly short-acting euphoria; intensely addictive; high dosing requirements, although more potent than expected; memory disruption

Stimulants

Compound Structure Notes
Lisdexamphetamine ❤ Lisdexamfetamine favorite psychoactive substance for productivity; prodrug of my favorite stimulant
Dextroamphetamine Dextroamphetamine quite stimulating; clean euphoria; minimal side effects
3,4-Methylenedioxy-alpha-Pyrrolidinoisohexanophenone MDPHiP quite stimulating; quite euphoric; quite entactogenic; heavy cardiovascular side effects; moderate duration insufflated
3,4-Methylenedioxy-alpha-pyrrolidinohexanophenone MDPHP quite stimulating; quite euphoric; mildly entactogenic; moderate duration insufflated
Orthophedrone Orthophedrone lighly entactogenic; increadibly stimulating; extreamly short-acting euphoria; intensely addictive; high dosing requirements, although more potent than expected; memory disruption
Metaphedrone Metaphedrone lighly entactogenic; quite stimulating; clean but short-acting euphoria; intensely addictive(made me feel as if this feeling would be the purpose of the rest of my life); high dosing requirements; memory disruption; corrosive
4-Methylpentedrone 4-Methylpentedrone lighly entactogenic; intense short acting euphoria; quite potent; quite tweaky
5-Dihydrobenzofuranpyrovalerone 5-dbfpv moderate euphoria on high doses; uncomfortable intravenously
Dextromethamphetamine Dextromethamphetamine quite stimulating; intense but short euphoria; long halflife; strong xerostomia(dry mouth)
Amphetamine Amphetamine somewhat stimulating; clean euphoria; heavy cardiovascular side effects; very euphoric and practical via intravenous injection
Cocaine Cocaine quite stimulating; quite euphoric; heavy cardiovascular side effects; very short duration; surprisingly entactogenic
N-Ethyl-Nor-Pentedrone N-Ethyl-Nor-Pentedrone intense short acting euphoria; quite tweaky
Mephedrone Mephedrone cat-piss odor; lighly entactogenic; quite stimulating; medium dosing requirements
Flophedrone Flophedrone very short euphoria; heavy body heating; quite unpleasant
Ethylphenidate Ethylphenidate mild stimulation; passed out on it on both occasions
Methylphenidate Methylphenidate mininmal euphoria and stimulation; interesting when intravenously injected; causes anxiety and strong physical side effects
Caffeine Caffeine light plesant stimulation; discomfort at higher doses; toxicity has nearly taken my life
Mitragynine Mitragynine quite relaxing yet helpful for working; reduces minor pain; very helpful when crashing from dopaminergic stimulants; encourages sexuality
3-Methylrolicyclidine 3-Me-PCPy relaxing yet mania inducing at 10mg
Nicotine Nicotine light stimulation; causes agitation and headaches; helps take the edge of hard stimulants
Modafinil Modafinil effects not notable
Pseudoephedrine Pseudoephedrine effective dosing not reached
Salbutamol Salbutamol respiratory enhancement; minimal to no stimulation; cardiovascular side effects
N-Ethyl-Nor-Heptedrone N-Ethyl-Nor-Heptedrone dull euphoria; extreme body heating
Alpha-Phenyl-Alpha-Pyrrolidinoacetophenone A-D2PV consistently causes significant anxiety and a rather intoxication and dissociating stimulation
4-Methylbuphedrone 4-Methylbuphedrone barely active; more sedating than stimulating
3-Fluoroethamphetamine 3-Fluoroethamphetamine barely active even when intravenously administered
4-Fluoromethamphetamine 4-Fluoromethamphetamine barely active even when intravenously administered; softer curve
Bupropion Bupropion paradoxical pharmacology; caused intense distress

Psychedelics

Compound Structure Notes
Dimethyltryptamine ❤ Dimethyltryptamine ~15mg vaporized produced very light effects but made me leave with newfound meaning and motivation; ~20mg vaporized produced feelings of shooting through space while completely clear in my head, very clean beautiful visuals for 3 minutes; ~25mg vaporized produced feelings of being torn out of my body and lost in space for 3 minutes; ~30mg vaporized made my subconcious start talking "please help me, I want to leave this place(refering to my place in life)"
4-Bromo-2,5-dimethoxyphenethylamine 2C-B caused a significant and a horrifying experience; reduces passing of time; overlaying yet intense visuals; interesting tactile sensations; "psychedelic phenethylamine go weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^w^"; "if this is a mind manifesting drug, than my mind is both love and a nighmare swarm of angry spinning rainbows"; intense 2.5 hour experience when intravenously injected

Opioids

Compound Structure Notes
Mitragynine Mitragynine quite relaxing yet helpful for working; reduces minor pain; very helpful when crashing from dopaminergic stimulants; encourages sexuality
6-Monoacetylmorphine 6-MAM obtained by letting Diacetylmorphine sit in a low pH solution for several weeks; quite potent; relaxing to the point of inducing sleep; warm; minor pain reduction; helps deal with siginificant emotional pain; weird dream like states which feel fully concious; encourages sexuality
Diacetylmorphine Diamorphine prodrug to 6-Monoacetylmorphine; not very classy
Loperamide Loperamide nothing to note
Oxycodone Oxycodone strong apathy and sadness; feelings of body melting; when injected minor euphoria followed by nausea and intense sweating and warmth with only minor pain suppression

Sedatives

Compound Structure Notes
Bromazepam Bromazepam relaxing; not very sedating
Lorazepam Lorazepam relaxing; not very sedating; strong memory formation supression
Alprazolam Alprazolam helps in distress; effective sleeping aid; cancels out stimulants if needed; quite potent
Diazepam Diazepam helps in distress; effective sleeping aid; cancels out stimulants if needed
Temgicoluril Temgicoluril helps in distress
Pregabalin Pregabalin reduces some baseline anxiety; doesn't prevent breakthrough sensory overload
Zolpidem Zolpidem effective sleeping aid; strange thoughts and dreams

Antipsychotics

Compound Structure Notes
Quetiapine ❤ Quetiapine somewhat distressing / anxiety inducing to use; seams to relieve psychosis at proper dose in the matter of 3-7 hours; quite tranquilizing; unsure about effects on allergy
Amisulpride Amisulpride messed me up at low dosage; kept me safe at a full dosage; quite pleasant probably due to opioid / GHB effects
Promethazine Promethazine seamed too suggestive to treat acute distress; strongly delayed onset; potencially mild nausea reduction; unsure about effects on allergy
Aripiprazole Aripiprazole way too long half-life; anxiety and discomfort; increased heart rate; teeth grinding

Antihistamine

Compound Structure Notes
Cetirizine Cetirizine seamed too improve allergy symptoms
Bilastine Bilastine seamed too improve allergy symptoms
Diphenhydramine Diphenhydramine at 50mg pleasantly relaxing, reduced cognitive ability and agitation; seams too improve allergy symptoms
Mirtazapine Mirtazapine creates unique bodily feeling; seams to suppress histamine effects; tranquailized me for 2 days straight
Promethazine Promethazine seamed too suggestive to treat acute distress; strongly delayed onset; potencially mild nausea reduction; unsure about effects on allergy
Quetiapine Quetiapine somewhat distressing to use; didn't seam to help that much directly but potencially over the hours after use; quite tranquilizing; unsure about effects on allergy

Antidepressants

Compound Structure Notes
Fluoxetine Fluoxetine noted acute effects; long term no notable improvement in quality of life; slight potenciation of lisdexamphetamine through CYP2D6 inhibition
Sertraline Sertraline seams to improve well being after MDMA use; notable potenciation of lisdexamphetamine through CYP2D6 inhibition
Mirtazapine Mirtazapine creates unique bodily feeling; seams to suppress histamine effects; tranquailized me for 2 days straight

Nootropics

Compound Structure Notes
Omberacetam Omberacetam seams mildly stimulating

Amino acids

Compound Structure Notes
Oxitriptan Oxitriptan.svg seams to improve wellbeing after MDMA use
Theanine L-Theanine light but pleasant effects
Acetylcysteine N-Acetylcysteine the taste of rotten eggs ruined my dextromethamphetamine tea
Pyridoxine Pyridoxine uncertain activity
N-Acetyl-L-Tyrosine N-Acetyl-L-Tyrosine uncertain activity; injected 500mg intravenous; corrosive
L-Tryptophan L-Tryptophan uncertain activity
L-Tyrosine L-Tyrosine uncertain activity

Antiemetics

Compound Structure Notes
Domperidone Domperidone potencially mild nausea reduction
Promethazine Promethazine seamed too suggestive to treat acute distress; strongly delayed onset; potencially mild nausea reduction; unsure about effects on allergy

Antihypertensives

Compound Structure Notes
Minoxidil Minoxidil promotes hair regrowth; causes respiratory depression at 10-15mg oral administration

NSAIDs

Compound Structure Notes
Acetylsalicylic acid Acetylsalicylic_acid reliefs minor headaches; causes useful blood thinning for stroke prevention
Ibuprofen Ibuprofen ineffective
Paracetamol Paracetamol ineffective

Cannabinoids

Compound Structure Notes
Tetrahydrocannabinol Tetrahydrocannabinol reduces cognitive functioning; slowed perception of time
Cannabidiol Cannabidiol causes mental dulling; CYP2D6 inhibition unconfirmed

Dissociatives

Compound Structure Notes
Ketamine Ketamine unnerving if injected rapidly; body distortion; perception in snap frames; amnesia; time distortion; followed by suicidal thoughts; interesting mind manifestation with positive reinforcement
Deschloroketamine Deschloroketamine similar to ketamine but slighly more rough
3-Methylrolicyclidine 3-Me-PCPy relaxing yet mania inducing at 10mg
Dextromethorphan Dextromethorphan effective dosing not reached; might have worsened previous psychosis

Alcohols

Compound Structure Notes
Ethanol Ethanol reduces cognitive functioning; euphoric at nauseating doses; rather use this as a solvent
Isopropanol Isopropanol accidental exposure; pretty euphoric and encouraging grandious thinking; causes headaches; ~24 hour duration; rather use this as a solvent
Phenol Phenol potencial accidental exposure(blood in my urin)